Farewells

What I never gonna do is a farewell party.
How one can enjoy it? Watching hundred of people eating, drinking and laughing and understanding that you are gonna leave... Feeling of approaching the moment when you enter your normal life. Realizing the fact that one more day is gone, and some part of you left together with it. How hard and onerously must be on your heart.
When I leave, I'm not going to tell any word to any one. I'll leave as quite and unnoticeable, so no one will even guess. I want to be that smal 21 years old sunshine for them. And that is what I'm gonna do.